Just So You Know.Just so you know. I think you're amazing. You deserve more than has been handed to you. Much more.In complete honesty Sometimes I wish to hate you,with every piece of me. I want to feel the burning of it rise to my flesh.But I never could. Even if I tried.Too many a time have your words brought tears to my eye Sometimes,due to the emotional damage of them.But more often than not, due to the honesty and realization of them, something much too rare in this world.Just so you know, I think you're beautiful. Even if things can never be... like they are in the movies.Perfect.
This World We Have CreatedLook at mespeak to me lie to me.Where's the line drawnto differ one from another?You look at me to see through my soul and tell me only what I wish to hear.Every word nothing... nothing... No.Every touch a fallacya characiture of reality.Fingers skimming ivory skin burning holesbreaking bones. False pretenses:all that got us where we are.What would we be had we never lied?See through me into me kiss kiss.Another lie.Cannot give up hope,waiting for the truth, the ending to the world we have created.Jealousy came to visit me.Never... never... No. Never again.No longer subjecting my sanityto your wicked tongue.Everything surrounding us silk sheetsblankets pillows
Run.Run awayget out of the place you hate so dreadfullyFear.fear rules, it damages... it mutilates.A sick addiction Starving for salvation Bleeding for a purposeWould it be not for me Never, never.Who would I shed a drop for? Surely those I would bleed forWould never return the favor.The only ones I love Are the only ones driving me away.They are all I fear of losingAll I want to rid myself of All that keep me here.Were they to leave me